P.S. I Still Love You by Jenny Han
Release Date: May 2015
Rating: ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆
Plot: Lara Jean didn’t expect to really fall for Peter.
She and Peter were just pretending. Except suddenly they weren’t. Now Lara Jean is more confused than ever.
When another boy from her past returns to her life, Lara Jean’s feelings for him return too. Can a girl be in love with two boys at once?
So after putting this review off for a while, I can safely say that I’m not as pissed off about it as I originally thought.
Lara Jean and her life is still a warm hug. She takes pride in making herself and her surroundings cute, as well as caring for her younger sister and generally just being an all-around Goddess when it comes to general housekeeping.
But it pains me to say that her love interest, Peter, is just a sack of shit.
Granted, he is nowhere near as bad as some love interests I’ve had the pleasure to read. In fact, Peter is a very realistic (but also stereotypical) representation of a teenage boy; he’s horny, selfish, boisterous, and has a very little understanding of how his actions can negatively affect others. While Lara Jean is quite the innocent, fragile little snowflake, it’s still frustrating for me to see her forgive Peter and be so understanding of him when he is not very understanding of her.
Especially when another boy walks into her life who is actually a ray of sunshine. John is respectful, funny and caring. I didn’t want to be the type of person who got angry when their ships didn’t sail. Been there, done that, but in this case there isn’t really a gray area to who Lara Jean should ‘choose’. I’d also recently watched Bridget Jones’ Baby and had the same problem; just because the audience/reader is familiar with a certain love interest, does not mean that should be the one the MC goes for.
The things I did enjoy were the relationships between Lara Jean and Kitty as well as with their father. I also just enjoy the whole aesthetic of the novel, how cute and pretty and particular the setting and the story line is. The detail, the baking, the arts and crafts. It’s sad to think that all of these things can boost it up to a 4 stars, but if Peter was flung off the page and didn’t exist anymore, this story would probably have made it to a 5.